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Like singer Bob Marley said, "no woman no cry" although the lyrics of the song has no meaning, but i do agree with the title. Women…. let us take a while and ponder about the opposite sex, or the fairer sex as some would call it (really? huh~? i’ve seen women who are more tanned than me!)

Women, they are the source of happiness, the giver of life, and like two sides of the coin, they are the source of unhapiness too… cant say much about taker of life though. heheee. Ever since i’ve broken up with verly, i have tried playing the dating game — getting to know more people, zoning in on the ones i’m interested in and then just see what happens. Doing this has made me unusually happy and unhappy, well, if they’re responsive and in good mood, then i’ll be too, alas, if they’re the opposite or if they decide to pull some stunts, then i’ll be confused and unhappy. Been thinking about this and i think i’ll just lay off for a while and live life as a single for awhile, after all, i’ve been attached for 10 good months. Maybe i’ll join a friend’s "jomblo club" with the official slogan of "no love allowed here" haha

On the topic of blogging and breaking up, it has gotten me a little upset that my ex would write a full blog titled "how to get over a jerk" i’m not really bothered about it, but i’d like to think that i’ve done the right thing and took the hard road. Just a little upset that she doesnt see it that way. However, reading her blog (yep! i know you read mine too! and i know that you know that i know!) was kinda good. This and some event that happened recently actually confirmed my thoughts that we’re just not suitable for each other. But i do want to be friends, it’s just such a waste to lose someone that you know so well you know.. but if she’s made up her mind, then i guess i’ll have to respect that. it does take 2 hands to clap~

Love is a funny thing huh? can 2 person of the opposite sex be just good friends? i dont know, never happened to me. and the one time that i do have a good female friend, i’d have to admit that i do have my crushes on her from time to time, it’s just that i’ve decided to not go that road because i know that we dont suit each other. Does that mean i’m desperate? maybe… i dont know. It does get kinda lonely here sometimes. A friend of mine when asked about this said that it is possible, just that they both need to overcome the initial suspicion. He may be right and he might be wrong. I’ll just have to open my eyes and see for myself.

Humans… we a funny bunch huh? always seeing that the grass is always greener of the other side… not appreciating what u have in front of you till you lose it.. always looking for perfection in every sense of the word… oh~! u get my flow~ I AM looking for "the one"…. the one badminton racket that can up my game, the one life that can make me happy, the one woman who is just the right amount of perfection as me~ (or just as screwed up as me!). But is there such thing as "the one" in the first place? i do not have an answer to that. i’m still thinking about it, pondering, contemplating, meditating (as if!) on it. will let you know when i have the answer! before that happens, just sit back and relax… this may take a while man~ =D

On a more light hearted note, even after specifically asking for comments, i still dont have any! *sobs* but it’s good. i actually have a few friends coming to tell me that my blog is good! haha! so happy! and noone bother to offer me a candy of sort! someone did in class, 2 times, but it wasnt because of the blog. I know that for fact.. but she is still damn sweet for offering me that well needed sweet! it’s the sweetest sweet that i took! haha!after this post, i think i’m going to lay low for a while. Dont think have much thing to write at the moment. Like i said, i lead a simple boring life… *bore* but i may be wrong! so stay tuned k!

to be honest, i’m not completely sure that i am comfortable with writing this entry. This has, by far, been the most personal entry to date (i know only got 3 entries, but still…) i dont know what repercussions it may have. Just got to wait and see i guess. Hell! dont think a lot of my friends read this anyway. hehe

Peace out!

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