blogging
i think there is a chance that i may be addicted to this blogging thing… cant get it off my mind… what am i going to write, who i’m going to curse and how to do that so that most of the people know without that person having any concrete evidence to sue that i defamed him! if not i can go prison! A close friend actually suggested that i set up another blog, this time an anonymous one and using fictitious names to curse these people… let me think about it… haha
i guess part of the reason why i like blogging is because it gives me a chance to reflect… be more acquainted with the real me. Just recently a friend said "hidup ini bagai sandiwara" for you out there who dont understand french, this means that life is like a play. She kinda took the idea from Mead (sociology! go dig it up!) but it’s true.. we all are like actors and we all put on masks in different situations and with different people. i think this is why we are all lonely in this world and we yearn to find the one that can see us for who we are and love us for being who we are. To make the search worse, there must be a double coincidence of this happening, ie, both must go nuts about each other! *whistle whistle* god didnt make life easy for us huh? oh well~
but to be honest, i would appreciate comments on the blog. i dont think there are any way i can track the traffic coming into this blog, hey hey, i know what you are thinking… and yes, i’m a narcissist! i love myself above all! but dont we all?
anyways, today i attended marketing lesson and it was mind numbing! i actually went out twice. Both times with a friend and we went to canteen, went in and then went to poo together~ haha! YES! i derive a higher utility/happiness from pooing together with a GUY compared to listening to the marketing lecture… the worst part is, when i got back and flipped back, i realised i understood everything, that i need not worry about missing lesson and ultimately, that i made the right decision! will take into consideration skipping more marketing lessons!
backtracking a little, the guy actually think that blogging are for pussies! i disagreed with him, but didnt bother to reply much, just told him to try it for himself… ironically, later that day, i found out that he’s playing netball! now who’s the pussy? lol! no disrespect intended! and especially to him, "ngentot lu!" (yup! french again!)
while writing this blog, my hands feel weak, i’ve been pushing myself at the gym for the past 2 days, kinda sick with not seeing much of a difference in the mirror. I’ve decided that i’m gonna give my all in the next month or so.. and if i dont see any improvements, then i’m not going to renew my membership when it expires in…. another year plus (i know it’s kinda dumb, but hey! i’m a determined guy!)
now is the part where i dont have anything else to write. I guess i lead quite a simple life.. (i refuse to use the word "boring" coz i’m not!) but simple is good. no drama, means no sudden happiness and sudden sadness, which is good i think. Just live life slowly, peacefully… got age already lah! *cough cough*
speaking of coughing, i have been under the weather lately… i’m too heaty and it has gotten so bad that my ears and nose are blocked. My throat is kinda sore too. so if you’re reading this and happen to see me, do offer me some candy if you have k. *wink*
i guess i’ll stop here. i’ll go to sleep for a while and then will go play badminton later. besides, i saw my first post, and wow! it was long! it’s amazing what crap you can write huh? and to think i even complained to my sec sch teacher that writing 150 word long essay is hard! if he would to see me now, i think he’d be proud!
see ya!
